Never say worst chemo ever

I remember a post a while back I called it the worst chemo ever but now I feel as though I have topped that. I continue to get very sick progressively with each treatment and Monday was no different.  I need to call the dr to discuss my options because I don't feel as though I can go through this again in a week.
  I have an apt with the trial specialist next Friday but not sure where we will be after that.  Please keep prayin as I feel awful and I am very scared about the future and what the drs can do to help me.  We tried a different method of antinausea drugs this last time with no improvement and there really aren't any other options out there.

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